wish you were here

the birthday festivities went strong this weekend. the night before the actual day and i can't celebrate any more. too much hangover.

the party last night was one of those weird moments in your life where you realise that you can be loneliest in a giant crowd. it was such a fun night and the people were fantastic, but i am still unable to really connect to new people.

it's a curse. damn you, people i love!

and happy birthday to me!

home!

Me. Mid-life? Crisis!

Things are not going to plan. Or maybe they are. I feel a strong level of dissatisfaction, but I don't know how to stop it.
My job is boring me. I don't do interesting things. I am not learning, I am not being challenged. I am simply too smart for this. At least I can afford to buy the ridiculously expensive items that I want but don't need.
I might go back to school. Just might. I need to wait another year before I can go full-time (and not pay international tuition) but this is just enough time to figure out exactly what it is that I want to do.
Options?
1. MA in Victorian Studies
2. Teaching certificate
3. Law
4. Interaction design

Design is what I really want to do, but I am so far away from it, it's basically like starting again. So many options. Aren't we lucky? We really can do what we want when we want and the possibilities are endless.

PS - Crosswalk, I requested my vacation time yesterday. I had a dream last night that I was already there.

a Curiousity

I had a dream last night that H. and I were getting married and I was telling everyone (aka, you guys). H. wakes up this morning and the first thing he says is, I had a dream that you were telling everyone that we were getting married and I got very angry with you.

Fate?

Je pense que.

hide the children

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